gAaRa's heart is broken

i m back...wiv my broken heart!noe y?cz i break d...wiv tat boy i wan love 4ever...
13-8-09:-use me & u...nt darling/baobei/laogong/laopo...
-break 1st...giv me time...
14-8-09:-pls change ur attitude...
-aft exam jz we b 2gthr back...
-i will treat u like gf bt we break 1st...
treat me like gf bt break???mean u treat me like othr girl frenx...u wan giv chance to othr gal?haiz...duno wat to say...mayb i m too stupid to trust u...i love u...bt u break me...mayb i m nt suitable 4 u...better go find othr gf la...
14-8-09 nite...a raining + thunder nite...i go to bath...think of him...hw i wish wat he say is jz a nite mare...bt i noe it is true... i din cry...cz i m tearless + heartless + meaningless...hw i wish i can disappear frm tis world...
aft bath i go out...i sit thr...c the lightning + listen to the thunder...1st time i scare of the thunder...my tears drop...feel lonely...and gt othr feeling i nvr feel...my heart jz like glass...broken & nvr revive...i hope he is rite beside me...accompany me...
i love u...i will nvr b serious wiv othr boy...i guess i can keep my promise to keep my hair til exam finish...
dun contact me plz...let me disappear frm tis world...
dun 4gt i love u 4ever & plz remember ever gt a gal love u deeply...